Bloody Malicious Backstabbing Female Person...

I'm angry...

From what my closest friends and family members know about me, it doesn't take much to ignite me...

However, the anger emitting from me which they are used to are short and uhh... imprecise...
Which means I'm angry for a short while only which I vented it out at almost anything...

Please read my earlier post to know that I have two forms of anger...
Well, actually a few forms, of varying degree...

Now, lo and behold, I'm about to unlease the very rare-once-in-a-million-years-freaking-long-very-precise anger...
It has been such a long time before I had exercised this form of anger...
A bit rusty liao...

The last time I used it was in Secondary Two, when one of my best friend sort of "betrayed" me...
There are also a few more times when I have tried to execute this anger but it tame down in the end (thanks to my best friends and family who douse it)...

But now the person I'm angry with has no relations with my friends at all...
Except my boyfriend...


To a lot of outsiders, I may look and behave like a sweet, feminine, quiet lass who does nothing all day but smile and be very happy...
Ask my friends, they will die of laughter...
Chey, why should I show my colourful character to people who is not close with me??
Waste of Time and Energy...
Besides, outsiders may get scared off and labelled me as a freak...

I am anything but sweet, feminine and quiet...
Quite the opposite actually...
YZ once use to say that "As time pass, I will show my Fox's tail..."

But unfortunately, not many people hang around long enough to see it before they deduce my personality...
Maybe that's why to some people, I look as if I'm easy to bully and take advantage of??

Man, I'm tired of being nice to all outsiders...
My mom used to tell me,
Be Nice to Others, Uphold Your Moral Values, Endure and You Will Have Harmony...

I Try to do all of the above, but now I'm wondering whether I should modify it to suit the society...

Be Nice to Deserving People, Uphold the Majority of Your Moral Values, Endure Some But Not All and Fight For What You Believe In to Get Harmony...

Damn long, but it fits!!!

Cos some people just don't deserve me being nice to them!!!

I have a female co-worker who's on fairly good terms with my boyfriend...
In front of him, she shows her better side, is nice to him and to me for his sake...
But when he isn't around, her attitude changes towards me...

On one of the days when I've just started working, my boyfriend Sms that female to ask her to take care of me, not that I needed any (he was being a caring boyfriend)...
That female make a comment on it jokingly and that's it, the one conversation for the entire day...
So much for taking care huh??
And it was on that day when my boss switch my location to a more favourable one, which I of course, tell my boyfriend about the good news...
And what did he say??
"Wah, did ______ arrange you there one?"

Hello?! That female wasn't as good as you think she was to be!!!

I keep having this feeling that that female is letting my boyfriend thinks that she is "taking care" of me...
Damn Hypocrite she was as well...

Once, when my supplies have been used up, I went back to get more of it or else I wouldn't be able to work...
But the staff told me that there wasn't enough supplies, so I stayed to help them for only 10 minutes...
I also decided to have my lunch earlier by half an hour at 3.30pm, and it was the staff who told me to use the phone there to call that female to tell her when my lunch break was...
I was too hungry and my stomach could hurt if I keep taking late lunches every day...

When I called that female, she answered with a chirpy voice, but when she realised that it was me, her tone totally changed...
She became harsh, fierce, loud, piss-off and very reluctant when I ask her for an early lunch...

I thought that was the end of it until I realised that she had actually Complain about me to My Boyfriend and the Staff!!!
About my tone of voice, that I have gone upstairs and that I requested for an early lunch when mine was at 4.30pm blah blah...

Well hey, if anyone had to complain, it was ME!!!
My tone of voice huh?? What about yours then?? You are so rude to me!!!
And get your facts right, I initially ate at 3.30pm, but someone pushed it to 4pm, but now I merely wanted to eat earlier by half an hour on that day only!!! And my unofficial lunch was at 4pm, not 4.30pm you moron!!!
What did you expect me to do after the supplies are finished huh?? Sit down and wait for someone to deliver it to me?? I wasn't even gone for so long!!! It was not even my fault that I got delayed in the first place!!!
So please know the real situation before you accused me and complain me behind my back!!!

I HATE it when people badmouth me, or complain about me behind my back when the Information Is WRONG!!!
Damn it, if you get the facts right, I wouldn't care much about you, for you are nothing but a mere airhead...
And I HATE it EVEN MORE when you Badmouth Me or Complain about Me to my FRIENDS/FAMILY/BOYFRIEND/CLOSE PEOPLE...
Behind My Back some more!!!

That Atrocious female Complain and Badmouth Me to my Boyfriend!!!
Can you Believe it???!!!

And I would be kept in the dark have my boyfriend not Accidently send a Sms by mistake to me instead to that Female's Friend, who got psycho by that female...

Thanks a Lot, my Dear Boyfriend, you are really 'Loyal' by Not Informing Me about Backstabbers...
(-_-;)

So people, wanna guess her reason for being mean to me, for badmouthing me to my boyfriend and other people??
Looks like she's trying to put a strain btween me and my boyfriend...

It doesn't take a genius to figure it out...