Of Pettiness and Anger...

I'm supposed to have my last day at the flyer job on 19/5/05...
But last minute one girl cannot take it anymore, so she asked me to cover for her...
Hey one more day of work = more $$$...
So hell, why not??

My last day of work was fine...
Apart from the fact that I nearly got into a fight with a f***ing retard...
I'm about to discriminated the entire retards population because of this...
Idiot, stop provoking me!!!
I have a temper and I'm not afraid to use it!!!

Damn it, my boss once warned me before about him...
Saying that he's a little 'slow', but if he bothers me, I can always call my boss and he'll come to my rescue...
Like real, my boss isn't around most of the time lor...
So I'm left all on my own to defend myself...
:-(

No lar, not exactly on my own, I still got some normal flyer friends to help me...
Hmmm...
Come to think of it, I'm not defending myself, I'm more like attacking, and my flyer friends are trying to break up the agruement instead before it escalated...

A friend once commented that I'm petty...
Since it was a friend who commented on me, not a nobody (which I will either ignore or put them on hate list), I shall make a statement...
Hey, I'm NOT Petty...
I just have a really short and bad temper...
There's a difference...

pet·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pt)
adj. pet·ti·er, pet·ti·est
1)Of small importance; trivial: a petty grievance.
2)Marked by narrowness of mind, ideas, or views.
3)Marked by meanness or lack of generosity, especially in trifling matters.
4)Secondary in importance or rank; subordinate. See Synonyms at trivial.
5)Law. Variant of petit.

tem·per ( P ) Pronunciation Key (tmpr)
v. tem·pered, tem·per·ing, tem·pers
n.
1)A state of mind or emotions; disposition: an even temper. See Synonyms at mood1.
2)Calmness of mind or emotions; composure: lose one's temper.
3a)A tendency to become easily angry or irritable: a quick temper.
b)An outburst of rage: a fit of temper.
4)A characteristic general quality; tone: heroes who exemplified the medieval temper; the politicized temper of the 1930s.
5a)The condition of being tempered.
b)The degree of hardness and elasticity of a metal, chiefly steel, achieved by tempering.
6)A modifying substance or agent added to something else.
7)Archaic. A middle course between extremes; a mean.


Very chim... Stupid dictionary.com...
So I shall input my own definitions...

Petty: Anything also angry, anything also bu shuang... Anything also bear grudges...
Short, Bad Temper: Specific things will be angry, and takes a very short time to ignited and will blow up...

See?! That's the difference!!!
Petty is when every little small matter, be it teasing or not, big or small, ANYthing will get angry...
My short and bad temper is such that there are things that will make me angry, but not all, and the process of converting my nice mood into black storm is almost instantaneous (short), and when I flare up it will be very very err... dreadful (bad)...


There are some things that will get me very very angry... And my anger will last for a very very long time...
1) Purposely Provoke me by doing things Repeatedly which you Know I Hate/irritates me/dislike... Not fooling around type...
2) Make fun of me with Malicious Intend... Not the teasing/joking type...
3) Betray me... Being Disloyal...
4) Underhand methods to bring me down, stop me from completing my stuff... With ill-intend...

Well, I'm sure that there are others, but I can't think of any right now...


Of course, then there are others which will make me irritated, but it is very Short-lasting...
Which means it will last from a few seconds to a few minutes... Or quicker if I vented it out...
At most for a few hours if it was more serious...
But will not exceed 24 hour... (cos when I sleep, I will forget it liao... Thank god for STML hor...)
1) Ignore me
2) Make me wait
3) Do things I don't like, but kidding around only...
4) Make me repeat what I've just said more than 2 times...
5) Meet a tough and long lasting obstacle without any visible solution in sight...
6) Disrupt me continuously... When I set my heart and mind on something, it is not wise to foil my attempt on it by purposely stopping me... Esp with ill-intend, which I will upgrade to the 1st list...
etc...

Yah, I'm easily irritated, so what...
No one is Perfect...
But I Repeat (I hate repeating), I Am Not Petty...
You don't see me getting angry when people tease me about my dressing, weight, breast, face, results, brains, size etc...
The teasings happen daily you know, happily contributed by my dear brother...
So shuddup aready...

(-_-)