This Friend

A Friend who used to be nice...

Used to be kind...

Used to be mine...

Many talks I have cherished...

Buried deep without its knowledge...

Time pass, things changed...

It had all soon faded away...

I dare not wish...

I dare not hope...

Dream is the only way...

I feel its presence again...

Nothingness I have felt...

Emptiness raved...

Maybe it shouldn't have started...

Maybe it was all a game...

Too much, too much...

I have lost touch...

Reality is a dagger...

That keeps stabbing my heart...

My soul and my life...

Just to remind me...

That I belong not to other realms...

But...

I will try...