I'm having second thoughts...

I'm in Engineering Faculty...
Which means I will most probably be an engineer or do something related to it when I graduated...

Just today (well... yesterday to be more exact... It's past midnight le...), I went to the physics lecture which I have long been avoiding (and shall forever be skipping... I made a mistake of going back...)...

And there, since I was really bored and yet do not want to sleep for fear of scaring others with my snorings, I decided to doodle...

Which means I started drawing...

And then ah-mui, who was sitting besides me (and hence have to suffer vandalisation to her notes) looked at my works and said something like "Eh, you know how to draw leh... It's a pity you didn't go study art..."


Then it hit me...

Am I going to be an engineer for the rest of my life??
Am I going to go into a career which isn't exactly my ideal choice of job??
What if in the midst of all the working and struggling in the rat race that I didn't leave any time for my art...
Or worse... Forgot how to draw??

Nooo...

I must admit...
The engineering modules...
They aren't really my type...
I'm not really good at physics and stuff...
Vectors, scalars, circular and rotational forces etc etc...
All seemed so alien to me...
And now my maths, when compared to the rest, seemed very lousy too...

What the hell am I doing in here?!?!

Time for some deep thinking session...