These few days I'm sure many of you would have noticed that I'm rather unhappy...
Well, actually I have been unhappy for quite a long time already...
Just that I covered it up becos I thought it will go away sooner or later...
Besides, no point saying it out loud...
But I was wrong I guess...
My unhappiness did not go away at all...
In fact, it grew in size and every little stupid small stuff only intensifies it...
It grew so big...
Until I could no longer bear to smile nor laugh as much as I used to...
Why am I so unhappy??
Many many reasons...
Too many...
Wrong things happening at wrong time...
Wrong words said to wrong people...
Happening everywhere, in school, at home etc......
Too much things to cope all at once...
It usually takes me quite a long time to get over one...
Because I will keep on thinking about it...
And little incidents will remind me of these things...
And...
Things that should have gotten resolved did not do so...
Some just leave it as it is...
Some just heck care completely...
Some just totally...
Do not care about me after all...
I am still sad...
But I will try my best to get over it...
Maybe it is just part and parcel of growing up??
I simply have no idea...
But I would like to thank those who has shown concern for me these days...
Thank you very much!!!
=-)
Labels: Me and My Thoughts
posted by averii @ 11:33 PM
8 comments
8 Comments:
hmm .. who says no one cares about you?:P got sandwich and got mentos... heee..dun be too stressed arhhh...can pull through everything de :)
*huGzZZz*
anyway the rabbit's super super duper duper cuteeeeeE!!!
Hah.. yar.. little things often accumulate to become big problems if you juz push it aside..
So nv ignore ur little little problems ya.. no matter how little, it's better to tok it all out rather than bottling it up.
Haha.. tt's y me becoming complain queen these days... lolx...
I volunteer to lend u my listening ear la.. Don't bottle it up~ tt's so selfish man~ Share it wif me!! lolx..
don't think so much leh, got 6 modules for you to swallow... after exam is over then think again lah.
oops did I reminded u the wrong things again...
bear tt like stars:
Haha, ya I know still got some friends who cared about me...
That's why I haven't break down completely... Haha...
But there are also still some, who simply don't care anymore...
Either that, or they dunno at all...
Cos they seldom see me or read my blog (??)...
>_<;
Arg, I dun wanna care liao...
The rabbit is supposed to look lost btw... -_-;
summergal:
Right...
So I should be complain queen also hor??
Hahahahhaa...
Bleah~~
=-p
I selfish!!! I sell fishes!!!
chillycrap:
I haven forget about those 6 modules...
Been facing at least one of them everyday...
-.-;
Hmmmm... After reading, i realised ur root of problem is cuz u felt pple dun care about u or are ignoring u?
To quote:
"Some just leave it as it is...
Some just heck care completely...
Some just totally...
Do not care about me after all...
I am still sad..."
And..
"But there are also still some, who simply don't care anymore...
Either that, or they dunno at all...
Cos they seldom see me or read my blog (??)..."
Or at least that's how i interpret from here, cuz i really dunno, cant blame me for that. Ha.
So let's philo a bit...
Why you want to let others' problematic behaviour to frustrate u? Not quite worth it. If they really don't care, then let them be.
But shouldnt u find out if they are treating this way only to u or everyone else equally? If only u, well, i guess u naturally will get sad. But if is the latter, then obviously it is not ur problem, so no point getting so sad about it.
If it is only to u, then u need to see it from another perspective. Instead of pointing fingers on those who don't care, maybe can think why they don't care? Is it because u did something unpleasant in the first place that caused them to ignore u? Self-reflection or self-evaluation i would say.
Cruel but sometimes one just has to know urself better and correct/change any behaviour u think might be the root of all problems. Maybe this method doesnt work for u, but still, it is a way of solving problems.
Well, though i still can say a lot, but guess i shall end here. In case watever i've said doesnt make sense, or im on the wrong track right at the beginning, or very irrelevant, then ignore it. Im absolutely fine with it.
Cheers.
yizong:
Haha... Okie...
Growing up is hard...
Jelmer:
That is only one of the main root of problem...
There are many others...
"Wrong things happening at wrong time..."
"Happening everywhere, in school, at home etc......
Too much things to cope all at once..."
"It usually takes me quite a long time to get over one...
Because I will keep on thinking about it...
And little incidents will remind me of these things.."
"Things that should have gotten resolved did not do so..."
Many things that do not involved people hit me hard too...
But I can't describe them...
.
.
.
And I'm not sure how they behave with others, I'm not there 24/7 to observe...
But even so, I'm still sad...
Becos it doesn't used to be this way...
But after analysing and some conversations later, I have resolved most of them, but not all unfortunately...
I think the main problem was due to absence, misunderstandings and the busy schdule we all have...
When you are unable to stay in contact often, the closeness just dilutes and erodes with time...
i have a solution. i always have a solution.
since laughter is the best medicine,tt will makes me the best doc in town.
i give free hugs.
plus
free ice-creams.(redeemable till end of july)
Hahaha...
Thanks chialing!!!
But you will be going to France soon...
Sigh...
Errr...
Can you start a blog or something??
Hahahhaa...
Den you can bombard your blog with all the quirky, sarcastic and witty comments you like to make...
Hahahhaaaa...
=-D
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