I did Something Bad yesterday...

I lost my Temper...

I lost my temper over the stupiest thing --> my ungrateful computer...

It just couldn't work...
It hang...
It says it needs something something to reboot...
It needs to be restart and reset for 500 times...
It speaks in languages I don't understand...

I was so angry, I cannot contain it...

I raised my voice...
I slammed the door...

My mom scolded me...
She said I was useless in controlling my temper...

Liquid forms of H20 just keep forming...

I couldn't help it...

I need to vent it out...
Or I would experience chest pains again...

Since my most basic form of ventation is not available to me (i.e: blogging, banging doors, screaming), I have to make do with others...

I tore papers...
I scratch myself...
I slap myself...

It was all over within 10 minutes...

And I felt much much calmer...