Monday, September 12, 2005

It's Confirm...

Yaya...
Confirm liao...


I am Stressed...


Duh, don't roll your eyes at my lack of variety of topics to talk about...
It is all that is happening to me right now...


Things have not been looking good these few days...

The never-ending online tutorials and assignments and those not online are well... Never-ending...
Not to mentioned that it take me hours to finish one tutorial...


Speaking of hours...

I need SEVEN BLOODY FREAKING HOURS to complete four statics questions...
My new record...

One question approximately 2-3 hours...

Ya, and I totally gave up on my last question, which is why I took 7 instead 10 hours...

And I need 3 hints... (And then I realised that I have actually done one of the questions needing hint correctly, but just that I g
ave the wrong sign... @#$%^&* Waste my hint...)

And then my little squirrel is leaving me...
For three weeks...

Sigh... Toopid NS...

Why must you send my squirrel away?!?!?!

:'0

Here am I feeling so unhappy and stressed...

And yet one of my friend is feeling so blissed... (At least, I think so...)

Yesterday, I started on my statics online tutorial at 8pm, and finished at 3.12am ( I saw the time... Surprise that I can hang on for so long without snoring...)

And that friend of mine was talking to a certain somebody until 3am...

Wah... So happy sia~

Sorry, I not enough energy to feel happy for you...

But you have my most sincer
e congratulations...
Keep it up heehee...

But not all the time, otherwise you will have panda eyes huh...
And the
n you look even uglier then usual how??
=p

And my model class is going to end soon...
Which means that my class will be performing at Munchie Monkey...
But they change the date, from 15th Sep to 23th Sep...
And I got a Physics Test on the 23th!!!
6-7pm!!!
At some LT in Science Fac!!!
That place is like, so far away from YIH?!
And performance starts at 7.30pm, although we have to get there by 6pm...
Sigh... So I'm gonna missed it...
All becos of a stupid test...

One of my friend said I was like a Jumping Ninja Turtle, an emoicon in MSN...

Huh?? I look like this??
My friend said that it was becos I am very hyper and keep jumping around like this turtle...
Hmm... At least it is cute...

But with what's happening now...
My mood ain't good, neither do I have the energy to jump around while carrying that heavy shell ( which coincidently looks like my heavy green bagpack which I carry to school )...

So I hereby declare that I shall be this instead...
The black eyes symbolises my lack of sleep...
Such likeness...

Recently, I keep listening to this song by Simple Plan...

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life...



Sigh...
Somehow I always feel better when I hear this song...

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