I Fail My Physics...

I fail my physics mid term test...
Only 7 out of 15 questions correct...
And I will be failing my maths test too...

Why not just add in a statics test to make it three in a row huh??

Stupid Tests...

Curse the human who invented it!!!

Mid Term Test... Pretty much suck...

This is probably how Me and the rest of my fellow Uni-mates looked like after all the mid term test...

Damn those bloody test...
My confidence have taken quite a beating after the physics, statics and maths test...

Physics Test is on Friday, at 6.20pm...
So late huh, how did ya expect me to concentrate after a hard day in school??

Before the test, I did try out a past mid term test (forgot which year)...
I can do most of the questions, so I thought that I can pass quite easily...
Ya right...
Imagine my horror when I flipped opened the test papers...
I even hear someone gasped when they read the questions...
The guy beside me, took a quick glance at the first page, and straight away turned to the next page to do his questions...
Smart guy, I should have treat his actions as a forewarning...
The first few questions are killer...
After doing them, I knew that my chances of passing are near zero now...
Sucks, I have to make a complete wild guess aka ti gam aka eenie meenie minenie moe type... (due to lack of time or knowledge)
For 5 Freaking Questions!!!
That's like, one-third of the entire marks???
And for the rest of the 10 questions, I can only calculate or deduce answers for 5 of them, then the rest I either calculate but cannot get the the answers for any of the choices or I can only managed to narrow down to two or three choices and then prayed that I can get it correct...

Darn... YB was right... I should have prayed for good instinct instead...
Praying for good luck doesn't works on me, look at what kind of sucky questions I get...

Then on Saturday, it was Statics Test...
3pm, thank goodness... Cos I can study in the morning...
After the bloody physics test, I'm in no mood to work on statics on friday night...

It was a one hour test...
-___-;
Tell me how in the world am I going to finished it when I always need like 1-2 hours to complete one freaking question??
Now they give me ONE hour to do TWO questions!!!
I'm dead...
But thankfully, the questions were "do-able"...
I managed to complete the first question, but not without working out a few useless equations meant to solve useless unknowns...
For the second question, we are required to find three forces, but I managed to find two...
However, due to yesterday's trauma, I only put down one answer...
And then after the test, I realised that (a friend told me) the second answer I got were correct afterall!!!
#$^#%&%#&#@!?!?$#^$^$
WHY WHY WHY??? So dumb!!! No write, no marks, write wrong answer, still no marks waddd...
Lesson Learnt: write rubbish, and hope that you get lucky...

Monday was Maths Test...
For this test, I was quite sure of myself for Maths has always been my strongest forte...
But I should have known... My luck hasn't been good lately...
The first few questions were easy, but when I got to midway, I kena stuck (due to carelessness)...
Thus my morale plummets...
After that, I couldn't solve for ALL of the rest of the questions...
My confidence went Free Falling...
After the test, I went "WTF??? How is this possible?!?!"
I cannot believe it, hence I redo the entire paper at the busstop...
Guess what, I found out that I got 7 out of 12 wrongs...
Fail...
But then, I can actually solve for 4 out of the 7 which I got wrong!!!
I'm not that stupid afterall...
Bloody Stress... It cost me my marks...
Geminis cannot perform under pressure (at least for me)...

It's over...
Sigh...
One more Chemistry Test to go, but hey... That's in October...

But there is one thing which makes me very Bu Shuang...
On the day of the statics test, when we were finally being let into MPSH1 to take our seats, I saw one student from china Immediately flipped the statics test paper over and begin doing it...
HEY!!! That is Cheating!!!
There is still about 3 to 5 minutes before the exams really starts, but so what, you have a few extra minutes advantage over others, and that is Not Fair...
Is that how you came to get hold of the scolarship to come to singapore to study huh??
I Despised those people who cheat...

May they get rolled off the hills...

MF's 21st Birthday Chalet and WWW...

The chalet was from 26th to 28th of August...

Yayaya, I know, I'm far more then just a bit too late...
But busy wad... And nowadays I have a huge problem with procrastination...

Ok, so here's goes...

It happened on a dark and stormy night...
The raging wind howls and drops of water fell onto my face, warning me of the preceding rain...
It was cold...
Very cold...



-_-


Hey, it WAS cold on the bloody bus I'm taking to Woodlands Bus Interchange ok?!
Hahahaha...
Alright, I'm telling the truth this time...
The chalet happened on Friday, where my last lecture ends at 4pm...
(Back in those days, I am still very guai, aka obedient, so I did Not skipped the lecture... Hmmm... Come to think of it, that was not too long ago...)

Errm... Anyway after that lecture, where I fell asleep like the rest of my fellow uni-mates, I rushed to take the internal shuttle bus which would take me to the 963 busstop...
I took internal bus B...
Bad mistake...
I should have taken C...
But then I was very innocent (and ignorant), so I just blindly follow YS up onto that bus and into the crowd...
Bloody cramp...
I was late, so no choice lar...

When the bus reached YIH, I squeeze my way through and jumped off the bus...
Big mistake #2...
I forgot that, at a height of 1.71m (or was it 1.73?), my head was errrm not low at all...
So when I alight the bus, the stupid freaking piece of metal/device/machine/movable stuff that connects the door to the bus was so low that I hit my head on it...

Imagine:
Me leaping through the door...
Gliding through the air...
All in perfect projectile motion...

When suddenly, my head knocked against that THING, causing me to change my velocity and displacement to vertically downwards, and landing on the floor in a very ungraceful method...
And I even mumbled a very audible "Ouch"...

No wonder I hear muffled laughter behind...


AHEM...
Ok, after that unfortunate incident, I quickly strode to that busstop and managed to catch 963 just in time...
But the bus journey was zzzzz.....
45 minutes...

At causeway point, meet up with HY and ZW, ate some Macs, got psycho by them into buying snacks from Beard Papa (Very very very DeliciouS!!! *slurrps*) before we took another 45 minutes bus to tampines, and another bus to pasir ris...

What the zzzzz.....

At the pasir ris costa sands chalet (not the downtown east), we quickly get the keys and went off in search for our room...
It was at the very very end!!!
Nearly got lost if it wasn't for ZW who lead us there...

Then when we reached our chalet...
We gaped at it...
It was very... Ominous...
Pitch dark inside...
Very slowly and carefully, we insert the key in...
We turned the key...
And attempted to pushed the bloody door open...
("#!!?#%%^#$^" says me... "Bloody door kena stuck!!!")
"Crrreeeeaaaaaakkkk"
The door finally screeched opened...
We enter...
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And the lights suddenly went out without a sound!!!
We screamed and ran out of the room!!!
Only to realised that the lights went up again!!!
*GASPED*
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If you have been paying attention right from the start, you would have realised that The Lights Were Not Bloody Switched On In The First Place!!!
Where got people enter a chalet right after checking in and the lights switched on??
Bwhahahahahaha...
Just checking whether you are really reading or just scanning through...

-_-

Ok, enough...
After we put down our stuff and got our wallets ready, we set off again...
Go where??
Go marine parade mall lor... To buy the bbq stuff...
There got Giant, so stuff very cheap...
BUT...
In the end we took a cab back...
Very dumb leh, we spent over $20 on cab fees where we could have bought the stuff at downtown east Cheers, paying only a little bit more...
AARRGGGHHH

I think I study too much...

But Giant was well... Giant...
So many things!!!
But then, we had a great time shopping for groceries, and YL even joined us in the middle...
And I'm the official secretary-cum-accountant for this event...
So you can see me carrying ZW's notebook around, taking notes of the prices, making calculations etc...
What will my group do without me?? *smirks*

*bish*
eerrgghhhh, kena boxed by ZW, HY and YL...

After shopping, me and YL were acting rather childish...
Since we have loaded our stuff onto the shopping cart, we keep playing with it...
I started first by whizzing around, hanging by the side of the cart...
Then YL also wanted to play, so I pushed the cart, with her hanging onto it...
Very funny, cos I keep running and pushing and YL was like nearly screaming (due to the excitment I hope)...

Then she "volunteered" to push me around, which I politely decline of course...

Hahaha... Then off we go in the cab...
And back to our chalet...

It was pitch dark...
Sigh... I think I'm gonna scare myself silly...

Anyway, we got hungry...
So we go Cheers to buy some instant noodles and coffee...
Then we hang around the tables outside Mac to chat chat chat...
After which we went back to our chalet to chat chat chat again...
But aiyah, I'm very lousy...
I think I'm the first to fall asleep again...
zzzzz.....

The next day...

Let me think for a moment...
Now what the hell did we do??
Geez... I've completely forgotten...

Eh, wait, it's coming back...
Ok, so first, ZW and YL went off for their job training at a restaurant in a hotel...
Then me and HY hang around in the room...
HY attempting to sleep while I attempting to do my CTW homework... (Hence the grade)
Afterwards, very bored, we took a nice walk around pasir ris park...
We also blew some balloons and hangs them up around the chalet...
Then realising that we lacked some satay sticks and sorts, we ran around searching for them...

When we begin to bring the stuff out for bbq, my little squirrel choose this time to arrive at the chalet...
He had walked all the way from pasir ris mrt station to here, with the help of his little map...
(There's shuttle bus!!! And it's free!!! -_-; )
Only to realised that he had arrived at the wrong chalet...
So there I was, waiting and waiting and waiting at the front entrance of the chalet...
Finally he arrived somewhere near the bicycle rental station...
I told him to stay put while I got get him...
But alas my little squirrel refuses to listen and ran off!!!
-_-|||
But he managed to find his way back to the bicycle rental shop...
And his ears get swollen after that.....

When we arrived back at the chalet, MF and WL and YokeT have arrived...
A few more while later, more of MF's friends from the buddhist society came too...
So it begins...

Well... When I first thought of how MF's friends would be like, I imagine a bunch of nerdy guys mumbling prayers, quoting sentences from the buddhism scripture or something like that...

( '_')
('_' )

That's me shaking my head btw...

Wrong...
Imaged dashed...

They are just a bunch of kids (17 yr olds, juniors of MF, only one senior came,), crapping around and playing with POKER CARDS some more...
I thought there's something in the scriptures that says something like 'No to gambling' whatsoever huh?!

One guy even brought his guitar along...
If not for MF, I would have thought he belongs to Christain Society instead...

A bunch of kids...
What apt description except for a few helpful and more considerate ones...
Her senior was very very nice!!! Cos he helped out with the fire-building and cooking ...
And he even bought a Chocolate cake, yet he did not asked us to pay for it!!!
^_^
Another of those rare few helpful ones was... ahem... MF's admirer!!!
Wow!!!
I give him 4 stars (out of 5)!!!
Very helpful, very considerate, very thoughtful, very nice!!!
MF!!! Take him!!!

Why is he so nice??
Cos he is one of the rare few who bothered to
1) Help to bbq
2) Packed up
3) Thank me for organising
4) Apologise to me for some party crashers!!! (He feels angry too, that those idiots came)

In the middle of the bbq, came a few more of MF's friends, unannounced...
Two of them even want to stay overnight for the chalet (Hell NO!!!), and they gobbled up the food like they are some hungry ghosts or what...
S***, if you wanna eat, Pay UP!!! We don't run a charity here!!! The rest have to pay 5 bucks, while the organisers have to pay double or triple!!!
What the #$%&!!!!!
Poor ZW and YL, cos they haven't came back for the job training, and the food we left for them (initially quite a lot) were being eaten up by those hungry ghosts floating around the table...
Trying to eat the food without us noticing huh?! Too bad I got placed some spys by the tables, i.e: my EYES...

Damn them...
*bishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbishbish*

So when ZW and YL came back, all they got were a few miserable piece of chicken wings, nuggets,marshmallow and dunno what else is there...
And the food has become cold... Sigh...
Poor things...
The job training they went to was actually Job-On-Training...
Meaning they were actually Working!!! And they learn while they work!!!
And yet they weren't being Paid!!! For 7 hours of Work!!!
I H A T E this kind of training method...
It seemed to me that the restaurant were exploiting them!!! By making them work under the pretense of training and yet not paying them for it!!!
Stupid F%^&!?$ Restaurant in a Hotel in Orchard Road... (Not Hilton, I think...)

Back to topic...
After some time, one of MF's friends came back...
Why??
Simply becos he had missed the last mrt home, so need to take cab but no money...
No problem, DR very kind and rich nowadays, so he offered to lend him the money...
There, problem solved, no??

NO
That kid still sit down there, on the chair like he owned it, and chit chat with MF, drinking our precious water...
'Never mind,' I thought, he's probably tired, let him rest a while...
Unfortunately that 'awhile' becomes almost an hour...
And that MF!!!
Why do you have to keep talking to him!!!
Not just any normal talking wor... More like a Mother advicing her Child talk!!!
Seriously, if I hear any more "But your Safety Is My Responsibility" shit, I'm gonna stuffed the leftover stale food into her mouth...
Bloody Hell!!! I know you are like a mother to us and to the rest of your friends, I know you like being one, but for goodness sake, can you stop acting like one 24/7???
And stop repeating the phrase "But your Safety Is My Responsibility" crap for the hundredth time...
Saying it over and over again WILL NOT make it come true...
It is his own freaking responsibility to take care of himself, not you!!!
AAARRRGGGHHH
I thought it was very late liao huh?? So why don't you get your butt off the chair and out of that door!!!
And that kid even want MF to accompany him, and he wants someone else to ACCOMPANY MF herself...
*Pukes*
Come on lar, I have walked back and fro to that busstop where you will be going, at night, all by myself too, and you can't?? *snickers*
In the end, after watching them continuing their 'Mother-Son' talk, I could take it no longer...

"Oi!!! If you are going to talk like this all night long, you no need to take the Cab home liao. You can just take the Morning bus home!!!"

...
Finally both of them get my hint...
HY volunteered to accompany them, probably scared that if I did the job, I'll murdered that guy on the way there...

There...
Tempers does do wonders...

3rd day...
It's Wild Wild Wet Day!!!
Cos ZW got complimentary tickets!!!
So we get to go for free!!!

Well...
Some of the rides were pretty good, like the U-shape thingy, where you can experience near free-fall feeling!!!
WoW!!! Physics!!!
But unluckily, I did not lift my butt high enough, so I hit my spine on the slide...
Hurts sia~
Hope I won't get any serious injuries...

Then there's the Lazy pool, where there are Waves at some point inside the lazy pool!!!
Wah!!! Fun!!!
All of us had a float each (FOC) so we had a great time pulling, pushing, hanging onto each other's floats...
Then got a huge Wave pool...
Where the waves were quite big and high and powerful...
Cos I got swept back to shore, along with the rest of my friends... (Except for DR and ZW, cos DR isn't on the float, so he can control his position in the pool, and he was clinging onto ZW's float)

WWOooOOOhhHHHoooOOOOOooo.....
FUN-TASTIC!!!!!

Of course, there's the slides too... But nothing unexpected though...
And WWW was quite small, come to think of it...

But we still have fun...
XD

Hope we can have a better chalet next time, one without MF's friend anyway...

Mid Term Break...

I'm having my mid term break right now...
...
No... To be more precise...

I'm having my Mid Term Study Break now...

Ya, cos right after the break, I will be having 3 mid term test, physics, statics, maths...
And that bloody statics test is on a Saturday!!!
GGGRRRRRRR...

But I haven't been doing any serious studying though...
Sure, I did mke some notes, reread some stuff...
But it isn't exactly studying, is it??
Cos I didn't do any excerise/revesion/questions at all...

What to do??
panic panic panic...

On Tuesday, I went for my last lesson on that modelling class...
It started at 4pm, but run late into the night at 9+pm...
We did some basic walking again and stuff, learn new turning skills etc...
However only like what, 5? turned up at 4pm...
The rest came at 7.30pm onwards...

At that time, the costumes have finally arrived...
So all I do was to hang around and watched others get into their outfit...
Helped out here and there... Walk and chat around too...
But I couldn't help but to feel so left out...
I'm the only one in this batch that is not performing...
All becos of the stupid physics test...
(I better get good grades for it, or I will be missing my performance for nothing!!!)

I feel...
Disappointed...
Yea, that's right...
Disappointment filled me near to the brim...

Although I was a total klutz when I first started, I have made significant improvements in my walking/posture/posing etc...
At least I no longer skidded across the floor when I walked in heels...
I can even do "hip-walking"!!! Aka walk with your hips swaying without looking like you got ants in your pants...
And I can pose, turn, swirl around without stumbling over my feet or getting dizzy...
(For most of the time anyway...)

:(

Sigh...
At least I've gained something out of it...
More confident...
Better posture...
Finally learned how to walk in heels... (2 inch some more!!! In the past my maximum was 1 inch...)

Well...
Tomorrow will be a better day!!!

Girls!!! Be more Daring!!!

In the matters concerning boy-girl relationships...
Many people, especially the girls, think that the guys MUST always take the initiative...

Wrong!!!
It is Guys SHOULD take the initiative, but it is Not a must...
21st Century...
Girls have every right to go and get what they want, rather then wait for their prince charming...
Cos chances are... Your prince charming is pretty shy nowadays, and wouldn't come till you go looking for it...
Don't leave matters to fate...
And please don't always assumed the guy that you are interested in will approach you unless you want to wait till you're 40+ etc...

I've asked a few of my friends before, "Will you ever take the initiative to go and chase after guys, or at the very least, try your darnest best to get close to them??"

Majority says
"NO!!! Of course not!!! How dare you even suggested such a thing!!!"
*faints in shock*

Kidding lar...

Well, according to Ah-Tan's Statistics and Data Research Organisation, approximately 80% of the girls' population would never ever take the initiative, with plus-minus 10% uncertainty...
Ok lar, it's not so accurate, cos it consisted of only 10 of my friends, including myself...

So far, the most initiative girl, in that group being surveyed is..... (Make a quick guess)
Me and ZW!!!
Tied!!!
Hahaha... Don't looked too shocked, cos 80% of the girls will not take any forms of obvious action towards the guys they like... (Well... There's still this 10% uncertainty...)
So that's makes it 2 girls out of the 10...
Me and ZW lor...

Some of my friendS are really really really shy...
That's friendS, pural, I'm not singling out any one of them...
When they see their crush coming, they will SIAM, i.e. run away or try to avoid him as much as possible...
Or they will just hide behind a pillar/tree/dustbin/me and looked wistfully from the distance at their Romeo...
The more daring ones will want to have a closer look, but still haven't master up the courage of talking to that special guy...
Or they will only talk very little... e.g: "Hi", "Bye", "Hello" etc.
(There are exceptions of course... A couple of my friends will flash their charms around and just wait for that guy to go up to them, very confident... May not worked all the time though...)

Well... I use to be like that in the past...
When I like a guy, I will be very very very shy around him...
Even if I'm on talking terms, I will still sometimes stammer or become tongue-tied...
In fact, many people seemed to be surprise when I told them that I had my first boyfriend only late last year, after 'A' levels...
They will go "Huh?! REally meh?? Aiyo I thought you looked like the kind who has a lot of boyfriends liao..."
Errm... Am I supposed to be flattered??
Ok, I shall be flattered... Yeah, so I looked very popular ar?! Hahahahaha...

Well, I'm tired of being so so shy... (around most guys, except for a few good friends...)
So I decided to be more errmm... Daring?!?!
In JC, I became friends with almost the entire guys in my class, in fact I hang out with them...
Thus, I've learned not to be shy around guys any more!!!
Thank goodness, for in Engin Fac, 80% are guys...
And if I'm still hesitant around guys, I will probably be very anti-social by now...

Anyway...
Back to Topic...
For some girls who are still shy out there...
If you are Not the type who will very openly go up and ask the guy straight to go on a date with you (not me too!!!),
Here's something suitable for you...


Some Tips Last Minute Thought Up By Me

1) Take the Initiative to Talk to Him
If you want to, practice talking with other guys first, so that you will not feel so uncomfortable with Him later...
And it will be really really smart if you can tackle His friends first...
Then if you are good friends with His good friends, then all the more you can hang out with him!!!
In the beginning you may feel awkward, but don't worry, you will get the hang of it...
But be careful into saying the wrong things and making Him hate you, thus guaranteed near-zero chances with Him again...

2) Be His Good Friend
So even if it doesn't work out, if you did not succeed, or you found out that He wasn't for you,
you will have a friend at the very least...
If you are His good friend, you will find out more about His personality, His traits and especially His negative features...
So take off those rose-tinted glasses you have on...
Take a good look at His personality, especially His flaws...
You can't like a person based on their looks or just on their good points alone...
You have to figure out whether He is suitable for you, whether you can tolerate His flaws and all...

3) Be Confident
Ya sure, you may think that you are fugly/short/fat/pimply/stupid/boring/etc...
But you are who you make out to be...
You may think that you are not good enough, but that is only your opinion...
He may not think so, others may not too...
So why should you looked down on yourself??
Have faith in yourself...
You will have somethings which others don't...
Go and Unearth it...
And let that something special about you shine through...

4) Dazzle Him with your Charms!!!
Show off all that you got, but not too much at the same time...
Overdosage can kill, so says the instruction on my cough medicine...
Rather, you should charm Him slowly, bit by bit...
Let Him Discover you...

4) Drop Him Hints...
And by that I mean BIG and Freaking Obvious hints...
Now that you are at the stage where everything's comfortable, and your charming radar is on High mode...
Try and give Him some signs that you are interested in Him...
And if you are quite sure that He's onto you as well, but you still do not have the guts to tell Him your feelings, the hints you give shall be very very clear and as unsubtle as possible...
(Did I mentioned that Some guys can be pretty dumb when it comes to decoding such things, so please try to make it as simple and obvious as possible)
But if He still doesn't get it after countless attempts, forget it, either tell him straight (don't waste any more precious time) or ditch him... Dumb guys do not make good partners...

5) Asked Him Out
This is for those who have become more bold...
Or for the impatient...
If He hasn't asked you out, despite your numerous hints, either He's not into you, or He's bloody shy...
But if you are certain that His Lack of Action is not due to Lack of Interest, then by all means, get Him out of His comfort zone and out with you...
Try these methods, but be warned, they are not guaranteed to work 100%:

(a) Asked Him to go to an exhibition/places of interest/somewhere which you desperately (or so you say) wanted to go but "unfortunately", none of your friends are free and thus you want Him to accompany you...
Say something like, "I wanna go to that ________, but aiyah *sigh* my friend don't want to go leh... Today last day liao, if I don't go, I may not have the chance for the next 10 years... But I don't like to go alone~~~ *pityful voice* " and prayed that he will be nice enough to volunteer to go with you...
Or you can try this more direct one, "Eh, got that ________ leh... You want go?? Go lar, very fun one!!!"...

(b) You need to run an emergency errand, but you will need his help since he know where to go/how to do it/try to think of something...
Say "Oh no... I need to do _______ by midnight!!! Can you help me ________?? Later meet at ________ can??"
Afterwards, try "Thank you very much leh for helping me... I treat you to lunch, ok??"
Or "Now so early to go home, wanna watch that movie?? Very nice one!!! 4 stars!!!"

(c) You very bored...
Say "Eh, I'm bored, go ______ with me... You don't go, I don't friend you!!!"

(The last one was fake lar... If you really try that, the guy will get scared off liao lor... Try it on your Really Just Good Friends only...)

6) If All Else Fails
Get a new target...



Hope that it may be of some good use to ya...
Hahahahaha.....

Engin Day

16/09/05 was Engin Day...
So it means lessons ends at 12pm!!!
YEAH!!!
I'm so lucky...
Cos I got some other frens with modules from the other faculties like Arts or Science, still have to attend their lectures or tutorials...

So after maths tutorial, me and MH went to take a look at those booths put up by students just for Engin Day...
To tell the truth, there wasn't as many as I've expected...
(I thought there would be a lot more since Engin Fac is the largest fac in NUS... Oh I forgot... We are all busying studying to bother with these...)

There's many food booths and clothes/accesories booths...
Kinda like the accesories... Interesting...
And some of the food are quite innovative...

There's one selling hotdogs and marshmallow!!!
Huh?? One's salty, the other's sweet, taste good meh??
Too bad I didn't bring money with me on that day or I would definitely trying it...
It's unique wad...

Then there's another selling chocolate and cookies and (I think) fruits dipped in chocolate dip!!!
Mmmm... Chocolate... No no... I'm on diet...
Errm... Can diet tomorrow lar... Chocolate leh... I like!!!
Nooo... Cannot ruined diet plan!!! Must persevere!!!
Aiyah, even if I'm not on diet, I still have no money anyway... I forgot to bring remember?!?!
Orh ya hor... Sigh...
(The above was just an internal battle within me... You can errmm skipped it...)

Then there's one store selling ice cream on toast... (Why do I keep talking about food...)
And one of them gave me a flyer regarding their booth...
It was so cute!!!

Here's what's written on the flyer:
10 steps to make an Ice Cream Toast
1) Choose a bread which is a perfect square (Length and breadth with 0.01 allowance) and Thickness = 10mm
2) Carefully, put it into the toaster and set the temperature to U = 370K for 120 secs
3) Get a proper scoop with diameter, D = F*L*G/(2*sqrt(5.43289))
4) With the scoop in the Right Hand, scoop one round (A = pie*r^2) ice cream in a direction determined by Flemings Right Hand Rule
5) With precise alignment, place the ice cream in the centre of bread, where the Centre of Gravity acts
6) Depending on order, either lace it with chocolate syrup at Velocity, v = u + at, after putting the ice cream, or apply the spread with constant pressure, p = 1.2 atm
7) Beware of Deflection and any Bending Moment on the bread due to the weight of ice cream and toppings
8) Top it up with either oreo powder or crunchy peanuts at a Height = P.E/m*g
9) The mass of toppings should not be more than ((dE/dQ)*o*2*mass of buyer)
10) Finally, the ice cream toast is ready to be eaten with the mouth movement not more than 20 Oscillations per min

HAHAHAHAHA...
SO CUTE SIA~~~~

It just made my day...

Sporty Guys...

Apart from guys in Uniform...

I have a thing for sporty guys too...
I mean... Come on...
Which girls can resist the sight of strong and fit-looking guys running/swimming/playing basketball or other sports??

Everytime I see a guy who is quite fit and tan and doing sports, I always stop and admire...
Especially guys who run/play basketball/swim...

XD

Yummy...

Opps... Don't worry squirrel, watching you play badminton is nice too!!!
Hahahahahaha...
XP

Late Nights Mugging...

Oh no...
I have turned into a full-time mugger liao...

Mugger: Someone who studies 24/7, and could only think about their studies all day long... Without any social life, they live, breathe and eat on books alone...

Eh... Slight Exaggeration lar...

But it is true that I've been spending many days, in front of the computer, way past midnight just to complete my homework...
Tired... But no choice...
That's the price to pay for being an Engin student...
No wonder people always say we dress like slops, or that we have no fashion sense...
Like we want ar?? We have no freaking energy to think on what to wear every single freaking day (Yes, we are a 5-day week, not 3 or 4-day like Arts and Business)...
And our brains are meant for our studies, we don't want to waste precious brain cells on other less important stuff... We do not have enough anyway...

-___-;

I have 5 modules altogether...

Most Hated Award: Statics and Mechanics
I haven't even started on Mech, only Stats, and I'm hating it liao... Bigtime...
I don't even like my tutor too, he dunno how to teach one...
Teach liao produce students like me, who can't even solve a single question on the online tutorial for 3 hours...
In fact, I don't think he even teaches at all...
During tutorials, all he do is to ask us students to go and write our workings on the whiteboard and present it to class...
While he just sits down there doing nothing...
And when one of us asked a question, he may or may not answer, for he may direct the qustion to the unfortunately soul who is currently presenting the problem...
During one of those rare times, he may attempt to do one problem for us, for all he did was to write a few equations, and anyhow explain in that horrible english of his...
Aiiiyooooooo!!! The school pay you for what huh??
And he is one of those tutors whom students loved to hate for he always wants us to submit the hardest questions to him for marking...
Other tutors, either lets the class choose, or choose an easier question for them...
How nice for them, how bad for us...
Curses...

Favourite Award: Mathematics
One reason was becos I like maths...
The other was becos my tutor was a very cute and chirpy female, who's very cheerful and always explains to us in detail whenever we have some doubts...
I enjoyed her lessons, cos the classroom always seemed so bright and welcoming when she's teaching...
(The exact opposite applies to Statics tutorial... The classroom looks damn looming... I always have to drag myself in...)

2nd Favourite Award: Physics
Not becos the tutor is cute... (Although in reality, he is... Nice smile he got there...)
But becos in physics I can slack, I don't have to worry about being called up to write on the board...
And another reason was becos physics tutorial was held only once every two weeks!!! Yeah!!!
And that I anticipated it was becos I really wanted to learn how to solve those bloody tough questions in the tutorials... Errm... Really!!!

Tied: Chemistry and Critical Thinking and Writing...
Becos both were equal in terms of the boring factor...
And for both, you cannot even turned your attention away for a single minute, or you will not be able to catch what they are talking about...
So no Zzzzz... No matter how tempting it is...


Hmmmnn...
But on a happier note...
My squirrel just called me on the phone!!!
All the way from Taiwan!!!
XD
So happy!!!!!
Rarararararararararayayayayayayayayayay!!!!!

WooooHoooOOOoooooo

Where has my Squirrel Gone...

Oh where oh where is my little squirrel,
Oh where oh where has it gone??
It went to Taiwan, oh so far away...
Oh there oh there it has gone...

It had to do its national duty,
As an abiding citizen...
So there it goes for its further training,
So far so far away...

(Sing to the tune of that dunno-what-is-the-name-forget-liao nursery rhyme...)

Sigh...
It's being just 2 days...

Can I last for 3 weeks??

Yesh YesH!!!

I finished my chem lab report!!!
20 HOURS!!!
Yea!!!
Yea!!!
Yea!!!
WOOooHOOOoooooooo.....

XD

And I've sort of started on my CTW homework by scribbling some notes/ideas/comments at it's side...
So maybe I can really begin typing the stuff in the computer as early as tml!!!

My homework is slowly clearing up...
Thanks YH!!! For helping me with my bloody phy...
And Thanks to YB too, for helping me get through the chem lab report...
(I asked too many questions I think...)

But unfortunately, I have a new Position paper to write...
But luckily I have 2 group members with me, G and N...
And we have began our discussion today...
Good good!!! I believed we can hit off well!!!

Hahaha...
I'm back on track!!! (at least for now)

No more last minute stuff, I gotta work harder and earlier from now...

Ninja Turtle is back~~

Far away... So far away...

The time now is 2.02am...

My little squirrel is most probably reaching Taiwan soon...
Sigh...
Hope he's having a much better time than me here in front of the com and rushing through the stupid chemistry lab report...

18 hours...
That's how much time I have spent on the report...
Well, partly due to me being cock-eye and misreading several stuff or not reading the manual properly too...
End up having to recalculate dunno how many bloody times...

I have a lecture at 8am in the morning...
If I tidy up my stuff, most probably I will only have 3-4 hours of sleep...
I'm gonna die if this carries on...

Haiz... One Chemistry Lab Report down...
Another Critical Thinking and Writing Critique Paper to go...
This isn't a good week... No no...

Must brushed up on my time management skills...
So I shall announced my weekly revision schedule:

Mon: Revise on Statics stuff, and do statics tutorial, online and offline... If no offline tutorials, do any other tutorials online or offline...
Tue/ Wed/ Thur: Do my chem/maths/phy/ctw tutorials...
Fri: Go do up on my Maths or Chem notes, alternate weeks...
Sat or Sun: Go do up on my Phy notes... (Compulsory!!!)
One day of the Weekend: Go out and play...

See... A girl gotta have some fun!!!

I just did this...

I nearly couldn't take it anymore...
After so many tries... So many attempts...
I still fail to get my stuff right...
Hours of hard work on just a stupid single question...
And I still couldn't do it...

Leave me in peace...

It's Confirm...

Yaya...
Confirm liao...

I am Stressed...

Duh, don't roll your eyes at my lack of variety of topics to talk about...
It is all that is happening to me right now...

Things have not been looking good these few days...
The never-ending online tutorials and assignments and those not online are well... Never-ending...
Not to mentioned that it take me hours to finish one tutorial...

Speaking of hours...
I need SEVEN BLOODY FREAKING HOURS to complete four statics questions...
My new record...
One question approximately 2-3 hours...
Ya, and I totally gave up on my last question, which is why I took 7 instead 10 hours...
And I need 3 hints... (And then I realised that I have actually done one of the questions needing hint correctly, but just that I gave the wrong sign... @#$%^&* Waste my hint...)

And then my little squirrel is leaving me...
For three weeks...
Sigh... Toopid NS...
Why must you send my squirrel away?!?!?!
:'0

Here am I feeling so unhappy and stressed...
And yet one of my friend is feeling so blissed... (At least, I think so...)
Yesterday, I started on my statics online tutorial at 8pm, and finished at 3.12am ( I saw the time... Surprise that I can hang on for so long without snoring...)
And that friend of mine was talking to a certain somebody until 3am...
Wah... So happy sia~
Sorry, I not enough energy to feel happy for you...
But you have my most sincere congratulations...
Keep it up heehee...
But not all the time, otherwise you will have panda eyes huh...
And then you look even uglier then usual how??
=p

And my model class is going to end soon...
Which means that my class will be performing at Munchie Monkey...
But they change the date, from 15th Sep to 23th Sep...
And I got a Physics Test on the 23th!!!
6-7pm!!!
At some LT in Science Fac!!!
That place is like, so far away from YIH?!
And performance starts at 7.30pm, although we have to get there by 6pm...
Sigh... So I'm gonna missed it...
All becos of a stupid test...

One of my friend said I was like a Jumping Ninja Turtle, an emoicon in MSN...

Huh?? I look like this??
My friend said that it was becos I am very hyper and keep jumping around like this turtle...
Hmm... At least it is cute...

But with what's happening now...
My mood ain't good, neither do I have the energy to jump around while carrying that heavy shell ( which coincidently looks like my heavy green bagpack which I carry to school )...

So I hereby declare that I shall be this instead...
The black eyes symbolises my lack of sleep...
Such likeness...

Recently, I keep listening to this song by Simple Plan...

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life...


Sigh...
Somehow I always feel better when I hear this song...

I'm Burned-Out... Well... Soon anyway...

Aarrgghh...

So many things... So little time...
Let's take a look at the number of things I need to do...

I need to:
1) Do up on my physics work-energy notes.
2) Do up on my differentiation and intergration maths notes.
3) Study and get that damn statics stuff right.
4) Do physics tutorial.
5) Do chemistry tutorial.
6) Do up on my chemistry notes.
7) Do my chemistry lab report (Oh no...)
8) Do my critical thinking and writing assignment on critique writing (@#$%#%@%#$#!?32...)
9) Do physics online assignment 3.
10) Do statics online tutorial 3.
11) Do statics online tutorial 4.
12) Get started on my position paper.

The list looks longer a few days ago, but thankfully I have managed to complete my physics circular-motion notes, my maths tutorial, my statics online tutorial 2 and my physics online assignment 3...
And actually, if you examine it more carefully, only 8 out of these are those which my school requires me to do...
The rest are my own personal "homework"...

Some of you may think that I'm very dumb to go and do extra things when I'm aready packed with stuff...
But you don't know how my brain works the way I do...

See...
My brain, like my "study" table (now an anything-also-put-on-top table) is very messy...
Loads of information all cluttered up, cramped into any space available...
So if I don't go and organised the important information in my brain, like the stuff I learned in school, I will mixed them up...
Especially if they are very similar (I remembered that I always confused the group 2 and group 7 elements of the periodic table, or with the organic compounds, or g-field and e-field etc... Errm... These are all school stuff, you can ignore what I wrote...)
And so if I don't go and gather these information and put them up neatly, I can forget about passing my exams...

Hence my personal notes...
The bad thing is...
I'm very slow...
And damn unproductive, especially in the afternoon, at home, after a heavy lunch...
I work very v e r y s l o w . . . . .
3 hours... Just to do the draft on my notes...
I think I shall performed much better at night or at school...
But I need my textbooks and JC notes which are at home!!!
And I don't want to lugged it all the way to school!!!
Too heavy aarrggg...
-____-;

And my school days doesn't end very early either...
Monday, I usually end at 12pm (yeah!!!) unless there's lab work, then it's 5pm...
Tuesday, I should end at 4pm, but I have the model class, which starts at 7.30pm and when I got home, it's about 10pm... No time to study, I'm too tired anyway...
Wednesday, on odd weeks, I finished school at 1pm (woohoo!!!) but on even weeks I ended at 5pm...
Thursday, 5pm...
Friday, 4pm...
You see!!! So late!!! Stupid timetable... But at least I have many breaks in between which I used to do my tutorials...
Come to think of it, YB very pitiful, cos he has the same timetable as me except that he has one extra module, thus he got few or no free breaks at all...
Hmmm... Suddenly I feel so blissful... haha...

But this will not do, although I have a weekend to help me to complete my stuff, my weekends are usually... Booked...
This weekend I have one JC gathering with my JC chemistry teacher as well...
Then I'm not too sure whether there's a gathering for my O week group too...
And also another model class on Sat...
Wah... So busy...

So no choice...
I actually did something which I've not been able to do nor dare to back in my secondary and JC days...
I began skipping my lectures...
So far, I have skipped my physics lecture cos I deemed it ineffective...
Go there to sleep if you have insomnia... Results guarantee...

Now I may be missing my maths and chemistry lecture too, if I'm really desperate for the extra time...
But I will never ever skipped my statics lecture... Becos I'm too behind to risk it!!!
So if I continued this way, I can don't come to school on wednesday at the odd weeks, and I can go home as early as 12pm on friday... That is, if I skipped my physics lecture only...
So friday and alternate wednesday can be my study days...
Sigh... I have become a mugger...
Even my post have became so boring...

Noooooooo.....
*slaps self* "Wake Up!!!"

-___-|||

I went to The Sovereign Soul...

And made my comment since I'm in a non-childish mood (I hope)...

This is what I wrote:

"I've heard of this somewhere before

"Whatever happens, happens for a reason"

I believed that God has planned it out for us...
He put us through all kinds of hardship, pain and suffering just so we could learn or gained something from it...

This millennium has not started off really well...

First we have the sept 11 terroist attacks, and many more terrorist attacks/bombings/kidnappings in different countries after that...

Then we have Sars...
Other dieases followed soon after...
Now bird flu, who knows what is next??
Pig, cow, chicken, fish...
Vegetables are not exactly 100% safe too, with all those pesticides and chemicals around...
Will consuming food ever be safe again, or has it never been before??

The natural disasters like Tsunami, freak extreme weather patterns (probably due to global warming)and now this hurricane...

All within the span of 5 years...

"Live life to the fullest, every day is precious, you may not know when is your last"

The day World Peace comes, is the day no humans exist on Earth..."

PMS blues...

I feel...

Sad...

I may looked happy, or cheerful, like my normal self, but deep down I just don't feel right...

Usually when I'm having my Pms, I will feel irritated/angry/pissed/frustrated or anything that will raise my blood pressure...
But now... I just feel sad...
:'(

What's happening to me??

Was it due to me stressing over my school stuff??
Cos only one month have passed and I am slightly struggling with my tutorials/personal homework/online tutorials and stuff...
Things are getting tougher here...
How I missed my Secondary School days...
Come to think of it, in all my entire education phase, my favourite times were during my secondary school days...
Cos those were the times when I met my now-best friends...
We had a lot of fun, school weren't difficult (at least for me) and we spend many happy moments just hanging around and playing...
Sure, there may be a lot of bitching and fights going on, but what's a teenhood without all these??
I couldn't remember much of kindergarden and I hate my primary school days for I have no or few friends, and with many bullies to boot...
In Junior College I was too stress to enjoyed it... Basically I have no life, mug mug mug all day long...
Now in University, I don't wished to repeat history as in JC, I want to have fun, before I enter the workforce and become like one of the busy lifeless clones working hard just to earned a living...
Sigh...

Or maybe my blues was caused by me being sort of scolded by a good friend??
It seems that to my friend, I had over-teased and caused my friend some humilation and irritation...
Well, I seemed to irritate many people anyway, no one is perfect...
But I just happened to have pms, and this incident trigger off the sad button in me...
Sorry...
I didn't realised it, nor did I know that you weren't kidding when you first told me about that important thing...
I thought you were just joking cos you always say "whatever wadever" and I just got confused sometimes as to when you really meant what you say...
Or maybe my stml struck again and I just plain forgotten that you have told me before...
Really Sorry...
:'(

Sigh... Maybe my sadness have beened caused by the oncoming model class graduation??
We have to performed on stage, in front of many people...
And I feel a bit disheartened becos I still haven't exactly done a really good job of walking...
After a few weeks and I'm still like a newbie...
My heels looks and feels threatening, I'm so scared of falling down from the height of 1.76m instead of my usual 1.71m...
The floor damn slippery, my heels doesn't seemed to have much friction at all, what if I fall down when I'm performing??
I shudder to think of the consequences...
Confidence...
My greatest weakness...
Or rather it is the lack of it...

Sighhhhh...
I'm feeling so blue~~~
Wish me luck...
:'(