Last Day of 2006

Dearest 2006,

Farewell!!! My beloved little precious...
It is heart-wrenching to see you go...
I'm sure I won't be seeing you again...
All the more it adds up to my sorrow...

Because I knew that...
As my future unfolds...
Once you left me...
I will be 20 no more!!!

Averii, the young at heart (and brain)


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365 days just flew by and I barely noticed it...
In my mind, I keep on thinking it is still june...

Oh well... -__-;

Here are some things that happened to me in 2006...


In 2006, I...

-Went from year 1 in NUS to year 2...

-Got one of my lowest semester Cap score ever in Sem 2...

-As well as my highest semester Cap score in Sem 3...

-Went into Mechanical Engin, which was rather different from what I have in mind initially when I first step into NUS engineering faculty... I wanted to go Environmental Engin, but changed my mind at the very last minute...

-Went to two camps as councillors... CAC and Engin O week...

-Meet new friends...

-Muggerhood was borned!!! (the name was christened by me, heehee...)

-Gangst8r is still together, although we weren't as tight as we were before, back in secondary school...

-Got more active in blogging... In fact, I blog more than I watch tv!!!

-I'm still addicted to reading manga... Now I got one more manga I'm going to collect liao, thanks to Kang who loaned me his comic book...

-I've stopped serious manga drawing for quite some time... (doodling in lectures do not count!!!)

-My squirrel ORD lor!!!



Happy New Year everyone!!!

Helen the Baby Fox...

Just watched this show on cable a while ago...
One of the most touching movies I've watched...

Helen the Baby Fox

A little boy named Taichi got left under the care of his mother's boyfriend, a vet, while his mom went overseas to work...
One day Taichi found a baby fox by the road side and befriends it...
He realises that it is without a mother and took it in as a pet...
Unfortunately, the baby fox was diagnosed blind, deaf and mute by the vet, who tried to tell Taichi that the easiest way to end the baby fox suffering was to kill it...

But Taichi refuses to give up, he pins his hopes on having the baby fox being operated on to cure it...
Thus he fed and took care of the baby fox, who was being named after Helen Keller (another blind, deaf and mute person in history), in order to make it grow bigger and stronger for the operation...
Taichi was now the "mother" to Helen, trying his best to feed it milk and meat...
Although it was tough, Taichi did not once give up on Helen and was very determined to cure it...


However, when Helen was later taken to a University by the vet's ex-professer, it was found that even the operation could not cure Helen as well...
Taichi was devastated but he was determined to get Helen back because he knows what was best for her and wanted to make her happy...
So very cleverly, he hitchhike his way to the university and managed to track where the professor was...
A struggle occured as Taichi was unable to handle his emotions well, but in the midst, they suddenly heard a cry...
It was Helen crying out for its mother (Taichi)!!!

It was something of a miracle, for it was diagnosed that Helen could not make a sound, and yet it did cry out for Taichi...
Taichi was finally reunited with Helen, and he spent his days with Helen, giving it happiness...
But it was discovered that, while Helen was in the university, the professor had did a brain scan on it and found out that Helen had suffered a brain trama and such, which was why it was unable to see, hear or make a sound...
This brain trama causes Helen to suffer from seizures from time to time, and it gets worse as the show goes on...
The vet predicted that Helen may not live very long after one very serious seizure, but he tells Taichi not to give up on Helen...

Taichi (crying): But Helen has been trying so hard... *sob sob*

Vet: Helen tries very hard because of you, because you don't give up on her...


So Taichi made up his mind...
He was determined to let Helen enjoy Summer (it was nearing Winter then) and took Helen with him to a hill where flowers still grows...
He gathers a bunch of flowers and surrounds Helen in them, letting it feel the flowers...
They enjoy each other company for a while before Helen becomes too weak and fell to the ground...

It was a heart-stopping moment...
Helen just landed on the ground suddenly, with an ominous thud...
Taichi knew it in his heart what had happened at that very instant...

Very quietly, he gather Helen in his arms and hug it close...
He wipes away the tears in Helens eyes while his flows like water...
Never once did he made a sound...


***

Very touching...
Liquid forms of H20 keeps flowing down from my organ of sight...

A very touching movie...
Doesn't hurts that the movie two main characters, Taichi and Helen, are simply too adorable!!!

New Meaning...

What Is Bravery??

Bravery is...

Going into the exam hall when knowing that you are not prepared for it...






What is Strong??

Strong is...

Holding back your tears when you saw your results slip...





I am Brave...
Because I went to the examination hall with sometimes as little as only 40% of the information...

I am Strong...
As I have been last semester, when I saw my results slip...


Hope all of you are as Brave and Strong as I am...

My Results...

I got a Shock today...

Me (sms-ing to my friend): Wah, so fast timetable come out liao arh?? Eh, when is our results out??

YenL: Timetable out long ago lor... Results out today at 6pm...

Me: WWWWWHHHHHAAAAATTTTT?!?!?!?!?! *stunned* Today results out?!?!?!?!?

I fainted...


Nah, just kidding...
But I didn't realised that it was today!!!
Cos in my mind, I keep on thinking that it was on the 28th, cos somebody keep mentioning this date to me...
Until...

Kang: 28th is the released date of DeathNote 2 lar!!! You win liao lor... You win hands down...

Basket!!! Who asked you to keep on drilling this stupid date into my head!!!
Now I kena shocked!!!
I very nearly pierce my face with a sharp object for the project that I'm working on...


So once again...
Here I am, facing the dreaded screen which about 90% of NUS students feared to look at...
(The other 10% are those abnormal people who always score a very nice Cap number...)



See, I type in my Matriculation number and Pin liao...

All I need is the courage to push the button...


PUSH!!! Come'on!!! Push that button!!! Push!!!
Don't panic!!! Don't be scared!!! You can do it!!!
Breathe In!!! Breathe Out!!! Push!!! Push!!!
Breathe in and out again!!! Keep it up!!!
Push Harder!!! Push!!!!!


.....

I realised I just sounded like I'm in labour...

AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!
Nobody should be made to face this kind of torture!!!
I'm going crazy...

Anyway, even if don't push now, I will still receive my results by post a few days later...

Okie, I've made my decision...

I Will Push The Damn Button...

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*GASPED*

NUS should stopped this habit of springing surprises onto their students!!!
(They did the same thing to us on that tution fee increase too...)
My results just Suddenly appeared on the screen like that...
My heart skipped a beat...


Yeah!!! I improve a bit!!!
Sem Cap= 3.625
Overall Cap= 3.45

In terms of semester Cap, I have improved by quite alot when compared to Sem 2...

But then, I still got one Blurdy C+!!!
Fluids mechanics!!!
I thought my thermodynamics is going to be worse, but nooooooooooo...
I still prefer Fluids Mech though...

Overall, I'm satisfied with Engineering Visualisation and Modelling, cos I got an A- for it...
Sensors and Actuators also not bad lar, got B+ even though I messed up one question...
Singapore Society is good!!! Cos I finally got a B+ for an Art module!!!

But I'm not too happy about Mechanics of Materials, becos it is one of my favourite modules, I have hoped to get at least a B+ for it... (Cos in Sem 1 I got an A- for it...)
Engineering Thermodynamics is expected lar... So B- still tolerable... (But that doesn't meant I like it though...)
Fluid Mechanics!!! Why are you lower then Thermo?? I don't believe this...

Bah...
Next year must get better grades!!! No more C+!!! No More!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

It's the season to be merry...
And Giving...
And Sharing...
And Forgiving...

Most of all...

Please don't forget the Real Reason behind Christmas...

Hark! the Herald Angels Sing

Hark! the herald angels sing,
Glory to the newborn King,
peace on earth, and mercy mild,
God and sinners reconcile.
Joyful, all ye nations, rise,
join the triumph of the skies;
with the angelic host proclaim,
'Christ is born in Bethlehem'
Hark! the herald angels sing,
Glory to the newborn King.

Christ, by highest heaven adored,
Christ, the everlasting Lord,
late in time behold him come,
offspring of a virgin's womb.
Veiled in flesh the Godhead see;
hail, the incarnate deity,
pleased as Man with to dwell,
Jesus, our Emmanuel!
Hark! the herald angels sing,
Glory to the newborn King.

Hail, the heaven-born Prince of peace!
Hail the Son of righteousness!
Light and life to all he brings,
risen with healing in his wings.
Mild he lays his glory by,
born that man no more may die,
born to raise the sons of earth,
born to give them second birth.
Hark! the herald angels sing,
Glory to the newborn King.

Funny Youtube Video

During the Xmas gathering at my granny house, my youngest uncle showed some of us these funny video...

To tell the truth, I have no idea what some of those things they are talking about, except for the *ahem* obvious few lar...

But my dad was laughing like crazy by the way, so were the rest of my relatives...

Hahahaha, enjoy!!!

A look at your dark emotion

A Look At Your Dark Emotion...


The emotions you feel are:
Frustration and Confusion
You are a very unique person, and you should be admired for this, but unfortunately, you are not.. On the contrary, people tend to laugh at you or maybe even tease you for your opinion and different look on things, and this can really frustrate you. Why cant they just accept you for who you are..? But hey, people will always be people, and they can be stupid and ignorant.. However, you should never change yourself to adjust to them, but perhaps you already know this.. You are a truly special person and there arent so many people like you these days, and even though people will not always appreciate the real you; there will be people that will accept you for who you are, that will listen to your opinions and respect them instead of mocking you for them! So try to ignore those who dont, because theyre definitely not worthy of you being hurt for! I wish you luck, if you even need it..
Colour: Green
Positive traits: Unique, special
Negative traits: Can get frustrated, or confused sometimes
Element: Earth

Take this quiz!

Messy Messy Mess...

Ever since my com went and died on me (mind you, its a rather new com), I've being having a "great" time trying to track down lost information...

To be more precise, I'm trying to find all my lost photos!!!

I know I haven't being diligently saving all my photos...
Because I've check, the last time I saved it to my email, was those photos taken in May, or early June...
So for the rest of those months after that till maybe October, I have to search and find and redownload all those blurdy photos again...
And after that, I will have to save them in my yahoo email, which loves taking its own sweet time in loading...
(It also loves to send me those lovely error emails, especially right after I've spent like one hour uploading it...)

Hmmmmm... That explains why there are so few posts nowadays...

Maybe its time to start saving it in those photo websites instead... Like webshots the one YL is using right now...

Gahhhhhhh...

Anyway...
Got this link from YT, who is very free and bored enough to go and search for videos like these...
Becos she doesn't have a blurdy com that likes to go and inflict itself with virus and needs to be formatted in order to get it working again...
(Actually, if I'm as free as her, I'll probably do the same lar... Cos Youtube got lotsa anime... Yeah...)

So enjoy lor...



After I'm finally done with those photos saving, maybe its time to write about those posts which I've neglected, namely HY, me, JX, Trio 's bdae, Engin O week, Etc...

Oh dear... I procrastinate too much I think...

Mood Swings...

Being busy these few days...

Can't tell you guys what I'm busy about, or it'll spoil the surprise...
(Which I hope was pleasant... Heck it better be!!!)
Hence I'm not telling!!! For now anyway...
It's my personal project...


Doing that project makes me really happie!!!

But something else is affecting my mood once again...
Always always always like that...
I hate it...

And I'm not that kind of person who takes it all and behave nicely...
Even if I cannot do anything, at the very least, I REFUSE to go down QUIETLY...

There are many many ways at Rebelling...

And Revenge...

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

*Brain processing*


Sometimes I even scare myself...

I hate Rain

Rain rain rain rain rain...

Just when I suddenly got the motivation (which is very rare) to excercise, it rains!!!

Dear Mr Rain, wah, you really don't want me to keep fit issit?!?!

*bish*


Okie... Here's the lazy blogger method...
When you got nothing to write...
Put up some videos for entertainment!!!

Hey, it does take some effort you know!!!
I have to wait for those blurdy slow videos to load, and then watch through everyone of them to filter out those with questionable scenes, lousy quality etc etc and find out the best for you all...
Hahahahhaa!!!


Pirates of the Caribbean!!!






Can only find these two that is funny enough...
The rest all suxx...

The Dangerous Power of Laughter...

Laughter can diffuse difficult situations...

And yet, they can make a mockery out of things meant to be taken seriously...


I've tried telling two people a little bit about my current situation...
But they laugh it off with just a few sentence...

Maybe it is because I did not tell them in great detail...
Or maybe they thought there is no need to take me seriously...
(Even though I always laugh about and joke alot, always having that stupid grin on my face, I am still Capable of Serious Thought)

Let me tell you something...

I resent it...
I dislike it alot...

I must admit, a sudden spurt of hate went through me then...
But I allow myself a few minutes of that negative feeling to stay in me...
Because I am human...
I have the right to experience it...


Something is going to happen, and I don't like it...
I tried to changed it a bit, tried to compromise with the others...
But in the end, it was back to square one...
With me enduring all the consequence...
And them having their way...

They did not even tried to bend a bit...
Not one bit...
And I'm the one suffering in the end...

I have protested...
But it is just me against them all...

If I protested again and tried to change it, I can predict that some of them will get annoyed and say "You can't expect all of us to comply to your wishes!!!"
I did not say I want to have it my way 100%...
I just want some fairness in this, since I'm part of it...

If I complained about it, I can predict that some of them will get frustrated and say "Why didn't you say so earlier??"
But the problem is, I already did...
You didn't listen...

If I sulked about it, I can predict that some of them will just rolled their eyes and say "There she goes again, she's always like that!!!"
Can I say the same for you??

You may asked, how would I know about their reactions or predict it??
Because I have experience it before...
I have seen it, heard it, felt it...
I can still remember it vividly...


I hate it...


It's being a long time since I last revert to my other personality...
Maybe it is time to do it again...
Or people will forget just how terrible it is...

Finally!!!

After an absence of X months, I went for a jog in the morning!!!

The route around my estate is roughly 1.6km, although I ran for like only X km in X no. of minutes...
My stamina, which has being steadily decreasing ever since JC1, was struggling to complete at least one round...
Damn, it's time to buck up and start running constantly every weekend...

After the run, man...
It feels real good...
The aching of the muscles...
The dripping of the sweat...
The... The... The nice looking flush on my face...
Haha... After for what seemed like years, I look healthy...

(Must really think of these benefits so that I can motivate myself to haul my sleepy ass off bed every weekend mornings...)


I went orchard with my mom and aunt for some shopping...
(Cos my mom got some vouchers she's dying to spend...)

The way me and my mom behaves and our attitudes to several things in life, kinda differs from that of the norm...
From what I've gathered from friends, blogs, TV shows etc etc, the norms usally goes like these:

Norm
Girl: Mummy mummy, I want wear make-up hor!!!

Mom: What?!! Wear what make-up?? You so young wear for what?? Don't wear...

Girl: But I want to wear!!! I'm 20 liao!!!

Mom: *grumbles* wear a little only hor!!! Cannot wear so thick arh...

Minutes later...

Girl: Okie, I'm ready to go...

Mom: WHY YOU WEAR SO MUCH MAKE-UP!!! Like Wayang like that??!!


Ours
Me: Okie, I'm ready to go...

Mom: Why you didn't wear contacts?? Wear lar...

Me: Okie okie...

Seconds later...

Me: Okie, I'm ready to go...

Mom: Wear that blue blue thing on your eye lar... Today we taking photos... Looks nicer...
(That "blue blue thing" refers to the blue eyeshadow which I've tried to pass it off as an eyeliner...)

Me: But..... Fine fine, once in a while only...

Seconds later...

Me: Okie, I'm ready to go...

Mom: Why you didn't put on some lipstick?? Or blusher???

Me: Don't want lar!!! *runs out of house*


Norm
Girl: Mummy mummy, that demin skirt looks nice!!!

Mom: Issit?? So-so only...

Girl: It is nice, and it cost only $29.90... I want!!!

Mom: No!!! You so many demin skirt liao, want so much for what?!!?

Girl: Not a lot lar, mummy, I want!!!

Mom: Tsk!!! So short!!! You want let who see!?

Girl: Where got short...

Ours
Mom: Eh, ah girl ah... That demin skirt looks nice!!!

Me: Orh...

Mom: Look lar... See, this pattern so cute!!!

Me: Hm...

Mom: This one is nice... You go and try it on...

Me: Huh?? Don't want lar...

Mom: Try lar... If nice I buy for you...

Me: No need, I got many demin skirt liao...

Mom: A lot meh?? You always wear the same few... Try it on lar...

Me: *checks the price* What!!! $29.90!!! So ex!!!

Mom: Nooo... No... Go and try...

Me: Don't want... *drags mom away*

Mintues later...

Mom: It's this shop lar... *Mom drags me back*

Me: It's too short...

Mom: No lar... You are tall... Wear short short all the guys will look at you... Hahahahaha...

Me: -___-;


Norm
Mom: Girl ah... Why must you shop so much?? Waste money leh!!!

Girl: No lar... I'm a girl mah... Of cos like to shop!!! Hahaha...

Mom: Why can't you be like ah-hua from the 10th floor?? She doesn't shop so much like you lor!!!


Ours
Mom: Girl ah... Why you don't behave like other young people one??

Me: Hah?? Young people how to behave one??

Mom: Young people see nice things will go very excited... You leh, only see a bit a bit... Not excited at all one...

Me: .....


Right mom...

I think she is just afraid that I will turn into a guy...

Don't worry, even though I like guys, I certainty do not like them to such an extent that I will become one of them...
Hahahahahhaaa...

Time to sleep!!!
Gonna run and swim in the morning and afternoon!!!


P/S:
Exam results leaked out on the very day I wasn't online...
Dunno whether to thanks heavens or cursed it...
Ignorance is a bliss... Ignorance is a bliss... *repeat 10 times*

Spoofs

After all the exams were over...

I found myself...

With nothing to do...

So here's some stuff I've search on youtube to pass my time...


Lord of the Rings
Super funny!!! Hahahahaha...




Harry Potter



Hahahahaha... This one is really funny...



Okie...
Enjoy watching!!!

Sigh...

It's that time of the year again...

Holidays!!!

Throughout my entire schooling years, I have always look forward to the holidays...
No school!!!
No need wake up so early!!!
No need see the blurdy teachers!!!
Or irritating schoolmates!!!
No homework!!!
No exams!!!

Until now...

Ever since I've entered into university, my expenses have all gone up...

Tution fees are super expensive and taking a toll on my family...
So of course I would have to pay for it myself lar... Can't really depend on my parents too much right...

My social circle have broadened... And my friends sure spends a lot...
Instead of the usual Gangst8r...
There's MuggerHood now...
Chalets... Sleepovers... = $$$

No more uniform in Uni!!! I need clothes!!!
And then I suddenly love shopping!!!
Which is kinda unheard of since I used to Hate shopping!!!
(Maybe it is puperty part 2??)

Camps are expensive!!!
Etc etc...

In other words...

I need a job!!!

Sigh...

I hate finding a job...
Hmmm...
To be more precise, I hate the Uncertainties that comes along when searching for a job...

1) Interviews...
2) Unfamiliar Environment...
3) Strangers...
4) Unfamiliar Job Scope...

Garh!!! What is wrong with me??!!!!?

Maybe that is why I prefer to work alongside with a friend...
I feel less insercure that way...


When will I ever overcome my phobia of uncertainties...


P/s:
I need a job... Any lobang??
Hahahahhaa...
Best if I can work besides a friend...

Pretty please??

I'm BACK!!! From Malaysia!!!

Woah!!! Finally back to Singapore...

Familiar buses, MRTs, HDB buildings...
Relatively cleaner air... Organised infrastructure...

It's good to be home...


The first thing I did after I log online was to check out the blog count...
Wah liao... Really low... You guys really advoid me eh...

Ya I know I did mentioned that I will not be in Singapore during that period of time...
But you can always read my archives... Equally entertaining lar...
Hahahahahahhaaa...
Okie, now refresh!!! REfresh your browser 10 times!!!


Anyway...
It was the same old routine on the journey to Melaka...
Pretty boring actually...

The highlight on the trip was probably the new dunno what passport-scanner-cum-thumbprint-recognizer at the Singapore custom...
From the way they have to station people there to assist us through it, I gather that it is rather new...

There are two gates barring you to the other side...
To open the first gate, you have to put your passport, opened to the page with your picture, and placed it face down onto the scanner thing...
You have to push your passport quite inside that thing in order for the whole thing to be scanned... And it cannot be too tilted or it could not be read properly...
(Thanks goodness for my temp job last holiday, for I have played around with a namecard scanner thing...)

After you passed through the first gate, it closes behind you...
You will then realised that you are now stuck in between the two gates...
So if your thumbprint doesn't matched the passport, you are trapped!!! Muwhahahahaha...

Okay, maybe not trapped cos there are still enough space for you to escape anyway...
Just jumped over the gate and run like hell...

To open the second gate, you will have to placed your right thumb on the thumbprint scanner and pray that it scans properly...
Sounds easy right??


Tell me... Which of the above looks remotely like a thumprint scanner?? Or a scanner even???

If you dunno the answer, please dial 1800-I-Am-Blind for assistance...
Of cos the reddish-brown rectangular thing lar!!!
It even has Two arrows pointing at it!!!

Guess what my mom did??


I have to call out to her (we were at some distance away) "Ma? Ma?! Mummy!!! It's the one below!!! The one below!!! Rectangle one!!!"

Before she "Opps" and placed her thumb at the correct spot...

Hahahahahaaa...

Mom: Oei, cannot write about this in your blog hor!!! Cannot hor!!!

Heh heh heh... =-p

Another uninteresting thing was that, some custom guy spelt his name as "Hairy" in his name tag...
I nearly laugh out loud in his face...
But that's not a very smart thing to do lar, so I didn't...


At my grandmother's house...

The Cats changes again!!!
This time, there's two regular cats that comes to our house for food...

There's a white cat with big patches of black, quite shy of humans, but not totally afraid of them...
It will watch you with caution and will run away if you walked towards it, especially if you are a stranger...
But if you continue to be friendly towards it (i.e feed it lar) it will lie on the ground and let you pet it contently...
Once, it was so used to me and my bro's presence that it didn't even moved even though it was lying directly outside the door and the only way out was to step Over it...
I was on my way out and tried to nudge it away...
But it just tilted its head, look at me lazily and continue lying there, the lazy bastard...
Wah not scared I step on you arh??

Another one in brownish greyish stripes, was super friendly to humans...
It has One Eye...
Yup, one eye, the other eye was... Errm... Gone... Only a hole there left...
Super friendly to humans, it will come to you if you called it... And will cuddle and rubbed against your legs!!! Heheeheheheh...
I like to hold out my hand, and it will just come walking towards you and rubbed its head underneath you palm and shutting its eyes...
Machiam very shiok like that...
But it is also super jealous... If it sees you petting other cats, it will get nasty and tried to scratch that cat!!!
Aiyo, I scolded it lar... And I think now it learns how to share liao...
How do I scold it?? Like that lor:

Cat: Meow!!! *paws comes out*

Me: Oei!!! Cannot!!! *Slaps the paw away*

Cat: Meow!!! *Attempts to scratch again*

Me: Cannot lar!!! *Pushes paw firmly away and continue petting the other cat*

Cat: Meow Meow Meow!!!

Me: Okie okie lar... *pets both cats*

There are also many other cats, but they are all... Well... Scarey cats...
Always running away even though both me and my bro were carrying food to feed them...
So have to throw the food at some distance away...

There is also one very very very cute and quite pityful kitten...
So small... And vulnerable...
We suspect that it doesn't have any mother becos it was too small to be left alone by its mom...

When we first saw it, we thought it was blind, becos it didn't run away when we approached it and we can see there things poking out from its eye!!!
Yikes!!! We thought there was a stick or what... And its eyes are tearing...
Heart-wenching...
We tried to feed it, but forgot that babies feed on their mother's milk lar not solid food...
It was also sitting very close to sharp barbed wire... Dangerous...
Wanted to shift the kitten away but it refused to... And even "snarled" at us...
But we managed to half-push half-made-it-walked to a safer spot...

The next day we saw a female cat breast-feeding it...
Doesn't look like its mom leh... Totally wrong colour, it could be the foster mom for all we know...
Then we realised that those things poking out from the kitten's eyes was just residue which was licked away by it's "mom"...

Tried to feed the "mom" but it ran away too...

I carried the little kitten and petted it...
So adorable!!!
But than after that I think its "mom" taught some survival skills to it...
Cos the little kitten escape me too when I reached to pet it again...
Oh well...


We visited some of the friends of my mom and aunt in Malaysia...
Two of them have babies!!!
One is 6 months old and the other is only 3 months!!!
So CUUUUUTTTTTTEEEEEE!!!!
*Melts*

The 6 month old baby smiles alot...
The first time we saw her, she smiles...
Then she even let my mom and me carry her!!!
Wow... Thought babies usually cries when carried by strangers...
Smiles again... *Evaporates*

The 3 month old baby just looks at you...
Look look look...
And then he fell asleep...
-___-...
Hahahaha... Still very adorable... And he is very good-looking...
Will be a shuai ge when he grows up...


Basically... Only the cats and the babies are blog-worthy...
The rest of the days are sooooooo boooooring....

I brought my pens, my pencils, my eraser...
With the intention to draw to pass my time...

But I forgot to bring paper...

Wow, how smart can I get...

My bro brought some foolscape paper lar...
But there's no fun in drawing on those blurdy lines!!!

GARH!!!

(And at the same time, a Certain Group of People went for Kboxing without me...
Grrrr... That adds up to my Sian-ness...
I hate being left out... Or being ignored...
In fact, it can cause me to switch to my other personality...
The anti-social quiet side...
Muwhahahaahhaha...)


Okie... What a long post...
Read until shiok le mah??
Now go and refresh 5 times again... Thank you very much...
Why refresh??? Cos I will see the numbers until very shiok... Don't ask why...
Hahahahaha...

I'm Going Back To Malaysia!!!

Note to Everyone:

I'm not a Malaysian, and never was in the first place...
But my Mom Was a Malaysian... Thus we called it going BACK to Malaysia, not going To...

Many people thought that I was Malaysian whenever I said "Eh, I'm going back to malaysia leh..." Even though they have, like, known me for quite a while liao...
-___-;

But haha, never mind, at least it is better then being mistaken as... Some others...
Hey, I know I'm stereotyping... But I've seen far too much examples liao... Spare me...


I will be in Malaysia from 8th to 12th of Dec...
Please don't make any more plans while I am gone!!!
I hate to miss all the action!!!
Although I know that a Certain Group That Calls Themselves by What They Usually Do is gonna have a K-boxing session on Mondae!!!
WHYYYYY!!!!! Why Mondae!!! Why not Wednesday!!! Or any other days except from 8-12th!!!

Hmmmpth... Do as you wish then!!!
But I have to say this...

There's No Fun Without Me!!!

Mark my words!!! Muwhahahahhahaaaa...


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To My Dearest Long Hair...

You are a great friend to me...
I treasured you greatly...

Thick and thin you have been through...
Suffering my tantrums and the blues...

I twirled and pulled...
Twisted and turned...

Put you up into many messy situation...
And yet you endure it with no hesitation...

Throughout my entire ordeal of mugging...
You stayed by my side, with no agruing...

Alas, time soon past...
And you grew much...

I could no longer see anything...
Your Blackness engulfed everything...

I have to get back to the Light...
Before I fall straight into Darkness...

Thus I have No Choice...
Farewell, and rest in peace...

Your Dearest Owner...
Averii...


*****
Okie, enough drama...
I've cut my hair!!!
Yeah!!! Finally I can see things beyond those black bars!!!



Hahahaha...
Now my head feels so much lighter!!!

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These few days I've been having nightmares...
I actually dreamt about Thermodynamics!!!
I was doing my Thermo paper and only have left a few more minutes before time is up...
And more than half the paper wasn't complete!!!
I Flip Flip Flip Flip Flip through the papers!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!
And than I woke up...

Heng this time only Thermo paper...
Last semester was worst, I dreamt about ALL my exams the night right after I took it...
It was usually all about the mistakes which I have made and I always woke up with a start...

Wah piang eh...

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Okie... Time to go to sleep!!!
Have to wake up at 6am leh...
Aiyoyo!!!

Fluids Mechanics Exam... END OF EXAMS!!!

My Last Paper...

My Last Hope of Pulling Up My Grades...

Wellllll...

Let's just say I will have to depend on other modules instead...


To any Mech Engin people reading this blog...
Noooooo... Don't comment on how the Fluids paper was!!!
I cannot take it liao...
I want to continue living in blissful ignorance...

Till the twenty-dunno-wad-day when my (and maybe some of you all too) death sentence comes along...


Anyway...
Exams over liao!!!

Wahhh... A bit hard to believe...

EXAMS OVER LIAO WOR!!!!!

EXAMS REALLY OVER LIAO WORRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

FREEDOM


Wah, I even feel so shiok typing it...
Suddenly felt so energetic...
Whooo!!! I'm dancing to the music!!! Yeah!!! Yeah!!! *Bob bob bob head*
Arh... I'm crazy... *slaps self*

After over-using my brain, pushing it to its limits, over-straining its juice...
I shall be engaging in brain-dead activities from now on...
No more intriguing games for me... (tic-tac-toe, snake and ladders)
No more intriguing reads for me... (comic book, children's book)
-___-;

Instead, I shall be doing non-brain-using things like:
1) Staring at the fish in the tank...
2) Looking for food crumbs on the floor...
3) Counting the number of hair I have on my head...
4) Walking back and forth from my bedroom to the kitchen...
5) Keep making "buuuurrrr... urrrrrggghhh... gaaaaahhhh..." sounds...
6) Drooling...

Hahaha... Think talking is also considered a brain-activity...
Okie, so if I suddenly start spewing non-sensical stuff (more then my usual amounts) , please do not be alarm...
I am merely not using my brain more frequently...


Hmmmm now that exams are over...

I dunno what to do liao leh...
('___')--?

For the past few months, my life has been revolving around books, tutorials, lecture notes, mug mug mug mug...
Now machiam feel abit handicap...

Nah... Probably just redrawal symptom...

What to do?? Hmmmm...
Draw?? Create another new comic?? Or continue existing ones??
Go and continue on my fantasy story?? Or write an easier story first??
Get a job?? Earn money?? Go and have fun at chalet, learn new things, watch movies??

Oh well... Maybe do all of the above lar!!! Heeheehee...


Exams has just ended... But TL has began her search for the mods to take next sem!!!
OMG, why u so enthu...


TL : http://......(too long to type)

TL: ...this one ROX hahahaaa

Me: hohohoh

Me: think guys shd be interested

TL: hahahahaa roCks lor

Me: hahahahahha

Me: okie lar we take tt one!!! hahahahaha

TL: NO way haha

Me: YES!!!

Me: take the reproductive one lar

TL: nO waY

TL: cRaZy

Me: why not??

TL: haha dun want lar

TL: so farnie

TL: "eh..wanshi...wat gem you took ? "

TL: "REproductive"

TL: haha

Me: den i go jio guys take with me

Me: they less shy

TL: *faint*

Me: hhhahaa

Me: i can say "orh... i take the REproductive module lor" hahahah

Me: hehe heh

TL: hahaa best

Me: den show them the evil smile

Me: den they run scared... Muwhahahahaha...


hahahahahaaa... That module MCQ leh!!! And looks interesting... Heh heh heh...


It IS Time...
To replenish all the lost sleep I have gain for the past week!!!

Someone wants to read...

Beg me lar...

Singapore Society Exam...

It was my Singapore Studies module...

I was feeling quite sick at the thought of taking this exam and writing non-stop for two hours...
Being in Engin Fac for too long has robbed me of my ability to write crap for more than 5 sentence...
Some more, past experience has made me lose faith in my ability to write another sociology essay...
(Not to mention my question spotting skills are pretty lousy at that time...)


However, this time round, YT's aura must be working...
Becos I not only damn heng, I also remembered what I am supposed to remember!!!

Out of the 6 questions we were given, I have spotted correctly 4!!!
SUPER LUCKY WOR!!!

And I remembered many stuff I have read in the coursepack (which I have desperately tried to cramped into my head on Sundae night and Mondae morning)...

HENG HENG HENG!!! Must thank god, thank mom, thank YT, thank my bed, thank my hand etc etc etc...


My Mondae morning started off with a fuzzy head...
I'm not a morning person, so when I just woke up, especially so early at 6.45am (anything before 9am is early), I get very blur and can forget to do some things, i.e get out of bed...

I lie around in bed and would have fallen asleep again if my second clock haven't rang at that precise moment...
(My mom is my first clock by the way...)

Since the rest of my papers were all either at 5pm or 1pm, I haven forgotten just how cold the morning was at such ungodly hour...
But I Have to wake up so early, becos I Have to beat the Morning Jam!!!
I do not want a repeat of first sem, thank you very much...

Something unexpected happened...
The exam was supposed to start at 9am...
But at 9.10am, I still find myself standing outside with hundreds other students waiting to be let in...
At 9.25am, some guy who looks kinda important came out of MPSH1 and started to say something to us in his puny voice...

I heard something like: "...sorry...waiting...have not yet...arrived...wait...call you to come in when...time..."

Oh whatever, maybe the exam scripts got missing or something...

9.45am, the examination officially starts...

My hand flew when it begin, frantically trying to input all information in drafts form onto my question paper before I forget them...

I just managed to finished writing the full top when time is up...

*Phew*

Tomorrow is Fluids Mechanics day...

I hope I won't die like Thermo...
Maybe my lesson on Ways to Die would be useful in preventing myself from suffering another paper like Thermo??
(Juz Kidding Lar)

15

My Singapore Society module once lets us watch a fifteen minute video on the movie titled "15"...

I think it's very entertaining... And funny... And I dunno how to describe it...

It shows us the side of gangsters we people seldom see...

There's loneliness in it... And sadness...
As well as humour in many situation...

Anyway... I found this on youtube...
Just some parts from the movie showing them reciting their gangsters' cheers or something...



Enjoy...

(Let me see if I can find the 15 minute clip...)

Thermodynamics Exam...

Three Words...

Killed by it...


Actually, I should feel better leh... Cos when I did all the past year papers, I can on the average, answer only one out of the whole paper...

But this time, I attempted nearly all the four questions...
(Question two I gave up when I saw it...)
Even though cannot do all of the parts per question, and that the answers all super cock type, I am very relieved that the whole thing was over...
At least I won't dreamed about mugging for my thermo paper liao...

*Digress a bit*

I really dreamed that I was mugging in school for my Thermo paper leh!!!
And I remembered there's YL, YT, Gonhwee and Seb with me...

And I also dreamt about YT's 130 dB voice, which by the way, woke me up when I dreamt about her laughing...

Scarey...

*Back to topic*

The thermo paper was the toughest I have seen so far...
After being Killed by it, my spirit lingers around to seek the opinions of my earthly friends...
I wanted to find out whether my death was worth dying or not...

YenL: Wah liao, very difficult leh...

Beany: I got raped by this paper!!! AAARRRRGGGGG!!!

Okie, so I wasn't the only casualty...

That is, until I got the reply from Nick...

Nick: I think its okay lar... Made a few careless mistakes... My friends can do all lor...

AAARRRGGGGG!!!

Please please please... Let the Power of Moderation be mighty!!!


Words cannot describe how I feel after this exam...
I shall attempt to recreate my facial expression...

Butterflies in Stomach...

Wobbly legs...

Last minute Chiong...

Calm before Storm...

Stunned...

Chiong all the way...

Casualty of War...

War Dead...

Spring Cleaning...


Hahaa...
Now there's just my SS and Fluids left before its FREEDOM!!!

(Which also means I need to Get A Job Soon...)
(Sianzzz...)